December 2009
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Welcome to Hell. It sounds like you’ve been here awhile. There is a way out. You’ll find it eventually. But while you’re here, there are a couple things you can do which you can’t do as a normal person.
Act like a completely different person some days. You’ve got nothing to lose. It’s pretty fun. Pretend like tomorrow is a very important day for a reason you...
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after xmas
I’ve had 0% productivity after Christmas Day. I played some New Super Mario Bros Wii, which, I don’t know if you have heard about the already infamous multiplayer mode, but it’s popularly known as Divorce Mode. Four players in Super Mario, wherein you can jump on anyone’s face, or throw them into enemies, or steal their items… yeah, fun times screaming at friends. Maybe that’s the real reason why...
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Christmas 2009
I awoke motionlessly to the sound of rushed whispering. Without being conscious enough to make out the words just yet, I recognized my siblings’ voices. They were attempting to prank me by drowning me in stuffed animals and bean bags and waking me up. Carefully, with hushed giggles, I felt the weight of my two bean bags being thrown onto my legs and torso; I felt the fuzz of some stuffed...
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Christmas Cards
Martin: hows it goin?
Vince: good
Vince: writing xmas letters into the envelopes for my gifts for my siblings
Vince: I gave an itunes card for sis and video game money card for the bro
Vince: sis's card says:
Vince: "remember when you were like AUGH and I was like ERGH and you were like UUGH? yeah, that was great."
Vince: and brother's card says:
Vince: GAME OVER YEAAAAAAAAAHHHH
Martin: haha
Martin: those are fantastic
Vince: sister's name is rachel, I put a big letter R on the front, with small letters "ar", spelling "arr"
Vince: and on the back of the envelope I wrote in small text
Martin: hahahaha
Vince: "shiver me timbers"
Vince: brother's name is paul, I put a big P on the front, with little letters "ee" after it
Vince: and on the back I wrote
Vince: "pee pee"
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“One day I’ll have real friends, but not today.”
– anonymous
:) / :(
Hey. I got a D in Math 2 last semester. I pulled a flat 80% this semester. Don’t worry about it, mistakes happen. And you and I both were not really sure of what was going on in our lives at that point in time, you know? You can fix this. It isn’t over, it’s far from over. Don’t give up and get that B / A. Things will work out fine.
itshulio:
larawr:
itshulio:
I’m...
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it never ends
Things are okay, I think. Well, they’re not great, maybe, but I’m fighting for it. Things will probably work out the way everybody wants except me. That’s usually what happens. But that’s fine. I’m accustomed to fighting in the face of futility. Familiar ground, I can do this. At least finals are over and I can breathe for a little bit. And I have a free night to get...
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walls
D: I know what you mean.
D: Like, I feel sometimes that I build up walls
D: Just to see if anyone cares to knock them down
Me: Nobody does.
Me: Welcome to California.
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Math Final
It went well. Of 11 multiple choice questions (90 pts total), I’m reasonably sure that I’ve gotten them all right. Easy full credit. Of the 15 free response questions (110 pts total), I did not know how to do four questions (8 pts each), which is a total of 32 points. I need basically a flat 80% on the final to keep my 80% in the class, and missing 32 of 200 points puts me barely in...
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Finals
Tuesday:
Astronomy 25 7:00 - 9:30 p.m.
Wednesday:
Math 2 10:00 a.m. - 12:30 p.m.
Thursday:
Chemistry 3 12:45 - 2:45 p.m.
Astronomy 20 7:00 - 9:30 p.m.
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insomniac club
Welcome to the life crisis. Now you can join Anna and I in midnight chats. high five
itshulio:
It’s almost 4:30am. I can’t sleep because I’m so confused with a lot of things going on in my life. This is the worst time to be going through this.
I’m never like this.
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I'm done.
It’s time to get my shit together. No more forced awakenings to escape the nightmares. No more breakdowns in the bathroom. No more tasteless food. Time to re-fill this shell that is me. Besides, my fourteen-year-old was such a better emo. At least he could write. Thank you, who stuck with me and pushed me. You know who you are. Some of you don’t read this blog, but thank you.
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Lara: know at least I still like you... its just not love
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Come on! Come on! Step into the light!
You should know how to fight.
Death is not something that scares me.
to vincent
If you’re sad, then why must you leave? I do not understand. Could you explain it to me? Were those things not enough? Could you not have told me at least on the phone or in person? I will not be okay. Life is terrible as it is. I would rather life be terrible with you than to be alone. Beat me up more. Yell at me more. Be alone. But come back if you can.
This is really pathetic of me. Now...
you say
it’s over.
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A Cold Winter
“I feel as if my heart has become so cold, it has frozen over.”
“Then let me warm it once more. The year grows cold. Who was the solace? That was you. Now it’s my turn. There will be time to get back what was forgotten.”
“Do you honestly believe that? My heart has grown cold and bitter. I want nothing more than to be alone - more than ever. Oddly, it makes me...